Second Thoughts

Should I actually slow down and let this happen? Even if it makes me do something I don't want to do, and stop me from things I actually want to do? Are the effects of how things pan out really worth the hassle to deal with other circumstances? Did I ruin something something else? Have I lost enough people through out this whole stage in my life? Am I seeing people for what they really are and worth? Should I let this affect my self worth?

All I know from here on out, I'm gonna start making MORE time. Hopefully a sign will come through and show me that everything is worth it, and not worth while.