Emo Nemo

Ok so I'm going to go back onto this for the fact that my tumblr is lagging.

Anyways, for the past 3 weeks I have been a little bit more grouchy and bitchy than usual. I don't know why but I was talking to Victor trying to figure it out.

First Conclusion: I'm an arguer, when it comes to a relationship, when something is bothering me or not going my way, I express it and I don't ever like to hold back. The problem with me is that, there is nothing wrong with me and my significant other. We always compromise, and he's very passive, so we don't have any problems. Its weird for me because this has never happened to me. I'm not saying its a bad thing, but I just have all this bottled up energy I need to let out. I know I should do something productive with it, but I wants to come out in the form or anger.

Second Conclusion: I feel like I matured faster than I would've liked in a short amount of time. I was never into the whole party scene, I was always more of a homebody. But now since I'm out of the high school phaze, all I do is work. 2 jobs back to back is rather tiring. I seriously can't escape it. I have no days off because if I have a day off, I usually don't for the other job, or everyone's working and I have nothing to do so I end up going to Olive Garden and visiting Josko. Even in my sleep I dream about work. I can't get away.

Third Conclusion: I'm seriously tired of everything. I depend too much on technology that I'm tired of the actual outside world. I've been feeling pretty anti-social. Well besides the 3 people tight in my inner circle. I'm distancing myself from people, just irritated with the fact that they have so much time on their hands that they waste it.

Fourth Conclusion: I'm anxious to finish school but I can't. Josko and I always talk about our future and how we should get our own place. I just wanna do all that so my life is settled. I'm anxious to get that situated its weird too because the "M" word has even popped up out there every now and then. Its scary sometimes to get that feeling that THIS could me IT for me. :]

I've kept myself busy for almost 3 years now. I'm tired. Sometimes I don't even want to dance either. But I don't know why sometimes I can't let loose. Well hopefully next week Josko and I will be able to take our mini vacation. Semi excited for Vegas just because I'm worried I won't get the days off and I already bought our plane tickets.

Whats wrong with me?!

Moving

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New Toy

So I bought myself a new camera (Canon SD780IS) I'm in love, the other reason why I bought it was because Josko was about to get me a new one but I wanted to beat him to it before he did. I don't want him to spoil me.
The night of the meteor shower, I had to go back home, so what we did was set up a blanket on my lawn and lit up my little lantern laid out on it, ate pop corn and caprisun, and just chopped it up for a bit. It was a rather nice night. I love my boyfriend.

On Wednesday I was working and babe stopped by and sat in my section. He never ever comes to Olive Garden to just eat even when he was working. It was a nice little surprise. I wasn't working with any of my favorites, I felt alone. But his little visit cheered me up, and he surprised me with food :D The little bottle of Axe reminds me of Vegas, all the hotel rooms gave it as a free giveaway and so all the guys at the club were wearing it.

"VEGAS BABY!!!"

Thursday 8/6

The Hotel we stayed at: New York, New York

First off I was chillin with Josko for a little bit before we went to Eden's house to pick everyone off. It was Josko, myself, Victor, KO and Joan, and Kevin RYan Mr. Valerio and Eden in the other. We headed off to the airport and said our goodbyes and checked in for Virgin. Might I say I really liked Virgin, I think if I ever go to Vegas again or to New York, I'm so picking Virgin. Waited at the terminal for a hot minute. Finally boarded the plane. It was my first time on a plane that I can remember so I was just sitting next to the window, having a little panic attack to myself. Took off the ride wasn't so bad, we all started a chat room on the plane with our on flight screens. The turbulance for landing was all bad. We all almost threw up. We waited in line for a shuttle to take us to our hotel. We were staying at New York New York. Which was nice. We got 2 rooms, 767 and 769. We gave the guys 769 cos it suited them. It was suppose to be joined rooms but the hotel got it wrong so we didn't get it. Dropped off our stuff and got ready for swimming. We swam in our pool which was nice but kinda small. I liked how every pool in Vegas is 3ft6in tall. YEEE! After that we got ready changed clothes and got ready to go out. First we went to eat at a buffet, damn good, had bomb ass crab legs that were already cut for you. After that We went clubbin in the club in our hotel called Rok. It was coo, girls got free drinks there, guys didn't like it too much cos they were playing too much girl music. We left that club and just started to walk the strip, we head over to the kereoke bar in Imperial palace. It was hilarious because Glen performed, "I did it My way." When we were first there, no one was looking, they all looked bored from the performances before, and then once Glen got up, the crowd were all focused on him, and it was just HILARIOUS. And after that, we started to talk around the strip, the guys got their yard drinks, and there was a club next to it called Carnival, and we just went inside, it was free. We chilled and then danced. That was over and we headed over to Jon and Muady's Hotel. Walk on the strip was half the fun, Glen talkin to Random strangers, "AY WHAT YOU SMOKIN?!" stranger: "You know damn right what I'm smokin! YEAAAAAHHH" haha Got to the room and the guys were super drunk, Vic laid on his belly on the straight walkway and said to some random girls, "Don't act like you think this is cute." ahaha Chilled in Jon's Room for a minute and shook cos it was 4am. Went to sleep :]

On our way to Jon's Hotel Room. Girls sober, boys FADED!

Friday 8/7

Woke up, got ready, we ate breakfast downstairs of our hotel, which had little stores. After that, went to our room because we were suppose to switch out but ended up not. We got ready, and walked over to the MGM pool. Which was HELLA NICE. We went to the lazy river part and just chilled there. Swam a little bit we all had an inner tube. After that we all headed back to our hotel to get ready for our dinner. We ate at Shibuya it was aiite, couldn't really eat much cos it was all seafood. After that we headed over to the hotel room just to chill. Rested for a little bit and then we walked over to Planet Hollywood because thats where Mare and Daniel were staying at, they told us to hurry cos we had to get to the club. Dude I was expecting to take a yellow van, but instead I was shocked to see that we were about to get into a hummer limo. FUCK. Went to Tao but it was toooo crowded so we ended up going to club Jet which was sick too. Stayed there for a hot minute, and then we ended up walking back to Planet Hollywood. Ate at a Cafe and just chilled. Went back to the room to chill. After that we ended up sleeping.

Our fancy Dinner at SHIBUYA.

Saturday 8/8

Woke up and didn't really eat breakfast. We woke up got ready and walked over to Planet Hollywood we got out Fat Tuesday drinks and just walkthe ed around, went up to Daniel and Mare's room and drank there. We were getting ready to go to the pool, but they wouldn't let us bring in our drinks so we left them in the room. There was no fridge so we ran back and fourth and filled the bath tub with ice and put our drinks in it. Then we went swimming, the pull was nice, it was on the 6th floor. Just chilled and then left to get ready for the club. We took a taxi to Tao and It was hella funny because the cab driver was cussin up a storm and seemed to be heated about CA drivers saying their in LV and they should just get a Taxi cos for one, they're on vacation and don'tknow the streets and for 2 that they're just gonna drive drunk anyways. Ryan kept saying, yeah he's stupid he just be from the bay and the driver agreed and said the same thing, they must be from the bay. And he just kept cussin and he finally asked, where are you guys from? We said CA, the bay, and he said No shit!? HAha hella funny. Went to TAO hella hard to get in cos we had a bad uneve ratio. 4 girls 9 guys. Actually got in. Eden and I were dancing with a couple of guys. Josko was tellin me "babe, get drinks from guys and pass it down to ur guy friends." haha Hella funny right? I love my bf. There was this one dude that kept comming closer to me and just dancing, so I kept hitting him in the face so he wouldn't get too close. He asked me what my name was and I gave him a fake name. Haha That was a done deal and after that we were all tired so we called it a night but the guys went to a strip club. So Eden Jen Joan Ryan and I were just chillin and Diesel was in the other room just sleeping. Eden and I were sharing the same bed. I kept lookin at my side and I swore I could see a silhouette of a man standing so I freaked out and told Eden that the shadows were scaring me, so we both hid under the sheets, then in the Morning we were talking about it and we both described seeing the same exact thing in the same spot so we freaked out and jumped on Jen and Joan's and woke them up.

Hummmmma Limmooo :]

Sunday 8/9

All we did was pack to go home, gift shopping, and then flew the hella funny part was that the guys we were dancing with and who I gave a fake name to was at the airport the same plane as us and we didn't even notice HAHA they looked better in the dark. Right when I got off the plane and saw Josko I ran to him and gave him a fatty hug and kiss.

Walking back to Planet Hollywood after going to Club Jet.

The best part of the trip was walking down the strip and when all the guys walked behind us and we pretended not to know each other and the guys kept yelling looking like they were trying to holla but and we were acting all creeped out. Haha LMAO haha and Jen, you sure you want to take that elevator? The wierd guy is in there "HEY GIRL YEA YOU THE ONE ON THE LEFT." Then the door closes and some random guy in the elevator says, "I guess you girls aren't safe here in Vegas." Haha HELLA FUNNY. I love this summer.

You Rock my World ;D

So basically I'm still in shock about Josko and I, really though. For some reason when we sit and talk, we're both like "How did everyone see us coming?" we certainly didn't know what was going to happen. But we're both glad it did. I've never been this happy and comfortable in a while.

So for the longest time, I only saw him as a good friend, and I told him EVERYTHING, even things he didn't want to hear. He knew how I wanted to go back to my past, he was supportive. Every guy trouble I had, and things not working out, he was always there. Who would've thought he would be the one. In every aspect he has been supportive for me. Its crazy because, I'm still in shock how it happened. For some reason people are happy for us. Even Keith our manager, its so funny.

I don't know if he'll ever read this, but I'm too shy to say it, I'm grateful with how things happened. I'm lucky to go into a relationship, without any doubts or fears and feel nothing but complete and utter happiness with a good friend, who knows me so well. I'm happy to know that regardless of how I am, how I act or present myself, he hasn't tried to turn me into someone I don't want to be. He told me, "I won't try to change you, but accept the changes you make in yourself." Thank you for always trusting me, never giving me a hard time about anything, and always positive. Thank you for accepting me, even though I am an asshole and insensitive. Thank you for not being a sensitive pussy, and not get mad at me when I'm blunt and just laughing with me when people are little bitches. Baby you're the best. Perfect for me in every single way.

For the longest time when I've been in a relationship, the person I was with, would try to change me from things I wanted to try or do. I mean I did the same thing, and maybe that's why we weren't good for each other. And for people that kept saying, I always change when I'm with my boyfriend, obviously those people don't know shit about me. Its ok because in the end, where do those people end up?

Anyways I'm happy. Love Life. Nini met him yesterday, and she approves, broad never approves of a nigga off the bat. Eden and Ryan and Vic and them like him too. The surprising thing to them is that he's white. Haha so everyone that matters in my life seem to like him.

"Holla if you got me, and fuck you if you had me."

Best I ever Had

So its official now, I'm happy. This summer has shitted hardcore on last summer for various reasons. Josko took me to Disneyland, which was amazing, first time ever there. I've never been spoiled like this, its weird. So much fun, I'm sad that I'm back to my regular daily routine. I'm tired and work is so ridiculous, I just gotta keep being good at work and then later on maybe I can bar tend. Anyways, I'm happy :D <33

"A relationship built without friendship as its foundation is like a castle built on sand."

Single Life

So I am loving this summer compared to last summer. I'm actually doing something, going somewhere and happy!

Friday went to the beach with Renee Mike Josko Richard and Isabel. Santa Cruz was fun, we dragged Josko into the water and he started to panic and Mike dunked him hardcore. Everyone near us was laughing, hahah. Then we all started to play in the water and then we chilled. Then the guys left cos they had work so Renee and I and Isabel went to Mystery spot which was sick. Tell me why out of ALL the groups we are in the one with the ONLY indians.. Whole time i kept saying outloud, "Control your kid, Control your kid, control your kid." After that we go to downtown Santa Cruz, and then just go back home. Go to OG and then Tap.

Saturday Went to Napa With Christina, Shentel, and Alfie. First we went to Mums had wine there, then Sterling and the Lift, then other wineries. I had fun period. Teehee when we got back we were all hella tired and then went to the pub for a little bit and then got Josko and we headed out to San Jose to meet up with everyone else.

Sunday Work then the Stripper and then Starbucks.

Can't wait for Wednesday, Carmel Mission and maybe the aquarium or horseback riding.

Magic Mountain

So this whole being single thing, feels wonderful, nothing holding back, and if I am being held back its of my own free will.

Anyways a most eventful summer is starting up. Spending more time with friends that matter, I know I haven't always been there all the time, but when you call me, I am down for anything.

Tuesday, I was working the office and then Eden texts me saying that Matt and Ernest want to have a late lunch. So once I get off work I head over to Red Robin and just we just eat and chill. Theres this 3D virtual ride at the mall so we decided to ride it. F'King hilarious cos it wasn't that great, but I felt bad for the owner cos he strongly believes in it. Just walk around the mall buy candy and then Ernest has to leave because of Tita Lynn's Viewing (RIP) I drop off Eden and I head home and rest and pack. I get bored at home so then I head over to Tap, and thats when Randy and I finally came up with a plan to meet up with him and his cousins and watch a movie. So I leave Tap and go to Randy's house, got some texts from people..LMAO stupid Marc N. We head over to Garry's house and pick him and Michael up. It was nice being with them, and once again the bantering continues like it usually does. We head over ot Dublin and watch the movie ... "Don't trip I got you...(hands over card)..WHAT $33!?!" HAHAHA Watch night at the muesum. It wasn't so bad, made me laugh. Then when we got out, we meet up with the rest of the cousins and their boyfriends. Go to In and Out and just eat, haha Michael brings up the time of when he was behind me and he saw me fall off the little electric motorcycle, and Garry brings up the time of when Randy first introduced me to the family and we went on a bike ride and Randy and I sat on fish and so we hella smelled. Haha. and my "Patrick." We all get tired so then we just head home. I just stay with Randy for a bit and chill till I then head out.

Wednesday, head over to Mike's and we head over to LA I fall asleep during the car ride. I wake up and We're in a Wendy's Parking Lot and We eat there for a little bit and then we head to the park. First ride was X2 we're in line for about an hour, I was trippin out the whole time cos I don't really ride roller coasters, got off, it wasn't too bad but it just tripped me out cos my seat was a little loose so I was hella tossed about. Got off the ride and we started to look for something to eat so we ate garlic fries, HELLA GOOD, then coffeecoffeebuzzbuzz ice cream. We rode goliath and watched CSI. I didn't want to ride any more, cos my chest started to hurt so then we just started to play games, yee I won both bugs and his raider bear. Rode the go karts and bumper cars, and what not, thomas the train and then Ninja, "HIYA!" haha I liked ninja a lot. Then we go on the rafting one, hilarious fool. OMG haha I tried to find the dryest spot cos I didn't want to get too wet, then everyone else got wet cept me buwhahaa and when we were at the stop, they Mike hella yelled "NO!" and everyone even the strangers on our raft were like wtf??? And he busts out their stoges and Renee and Josko also yelled NO! and they started to argue amoungst each other, and everyone was laughing, then they opened it and they were fine. Haha walked around soaked, and Mike got mad that I wasn't that wet he hugged me and I got soaked. We left the park and went to look for a Wal*Mart, get clothes, get taco bell and head home. The car ride was intense, hella raining and also lighting it was ridiculous. Got back dropped of Josko and went home and passed out.

Congrats to Ted

So this weekend was pretty much a blast from the past. Saturday, First hung out with the TapEx Fam. It was little Anthony's Birthday party, kid fell into the pool. Thank god Kristian save him, and then Sunday woke Randy up and then headed off to Ted's Graduation. SF, then went to his aunties's Korean resturant. Chilled, it was nice, it being the old UC crew, and so I was DD til 4 am. On Monday, went to Vic's, the high school friends were there, it was nice. Yay Eden was there, I missed her so much. It was funny because we were talking about how we should start running, 30 minutes later, we're in Victor's backyard and we hear an ice cream truck so we run out into the front and look for it. We're listening for it from side to side, and then we decide to talk towards Logan, and then 4 blocks ahead of us we see it, so we started running, haha. I was yelling, "its sad we're both 21 and we're running after the ice cream truck." and Eden said "We're fat, we're running for an ice cream truck." Lol ahh good times I love you eden. Yay all the college kids are back.

David & Gayle's Wedding <33

This weekend wasn't so bad after all. Pretty crackin.

The week after I turn 21, nothing but free frou frou drinks all week! Kristian and I have been to DnB about 4 Times in a week, then I go there with Josko and Tex, Yee Mango berry baby! On hit.


So Friday was a pretty chill day, in the morning I went to Ohlone to deal with my classes. I'm in good shape, I'm not here longer cos I fucked up in classes, Its just since I work, I gotta pace myself. Its kinda whack when you have to pay for your own classes ;[ After that met up with Kristian and Renee, we ate at Sweet Tomato, hella funny cos I got a "crunchy salad" haha After that we were chillin in the parking lot. Haha They were stoging, their addiction, and I was eating and ice cream, my addiction, if we had taken a picture it would've been hilarious because while they were stoging they would look hard, and when I was in the middle of them, I would just look like a fat boy. They had to shake and then I went to Costco to meet up with mommy, she bought stuff she needed and then we left, I went to Tap and Fell asleep for a bit, and then Kristian says, Lets go to DnB so we go there and Just chill got my drink then Shook, walked around, then met up with my dad to buy some parts for my car. Go home and rest for a bit and get ready, I pick up Vince, and he buys me a drink mm white peach sangria, boy is fucked up cos he got a long island and a Tokyo Tea. I drop him off and then head to the gay club, meet up with Karlsen, Ryan, Rashell, Andrew, Ron, Chico, Wayne, and some other ones. Get inside, we free since were 21 :] buwahah start dancing. Saw hella people I didn't expect, I saw Aila and Mayble, Jobelle Matt and Clayre and Shetell, and then Rina and Ren, and then Weilburn and what not. Hella people. Haha I was GONE. haha Had hella fun, just dancing, not giving a fuc. Then started to get tired so I left. Vince calls me and says he's bored, so I come by and swoop and we head over to Tyson's house and them cats are just talkin brand names, for DUMBASS DAYS. Get tired so then I head home.

Next day I work, Kinda whack with our new rule, if we work more than 4 1/2 hours we MUST take a 30 minute break. So I ended up staying hella longer, and I felt bad because Larry was waiting for me. He waited for like 2 hours :[ Then I finally get off and then we go to Tap to meet up with Mike Renee, and Josko and Tex. Go to great mall and just shop, Joey and Terry meet us up there. We're just looking for stuff for the wedding. We leave and we head to Bed bath and Beyond. Got their present there, head back to tap and we all chill. Everyone's starting to feel hungry so we go to Applebee's and eat. Go back to tap and post it for a bit then shake.

Sunday morning, I stay in bed for dumbass days and Renee comes over and we're just playing dress up for a while. Haha we start to get ready.Takes us hella days to get ready cos we don't really know how. Its 2 dee dee dee's haha. Finally met up at Mike's house and Josko comes, then Joey and Terry, we head out. We get there and AWWW it was hella cute with the little white gazebo. Lupe and Ramese was there, and David looked so happy :] haha first people at the bar were the Olive Gardeners. Haha Drink drink drink, then dance. I had hella fun :]

Congrats to the happy Barbie and Ken <33>

Happy 21st Birthday Bernie!

I'm ugly :[

Over all this week end was a 8 out of 10.

First off to start my weekend, it was Friday, I have the usual Friday morning breakfasts with Kristian and Renee, then we go to Diaso to get some stuff for the beach and we go to tap, chill for a bit then we head over to yoswirl. Thats done, then I go to Union City meet up with Randy and we started to head off to SF. It was a good ride till we heat Marina, my car over heats and then we exit luckily theres a honda dealership, post there for a bit till Papa comes. Randy and I move the car across the street and eat Panda Express, get some parts then we to leave the car there til mom gets off work and is able to get it towed to our house. Papa drops us of at Randy's house, I got to say hi to Tita Rose. I hella miss her :[ Then Randy drops me off at home, we play with Arrbie for a little bit then he shakes. Its cool that Randy and I are still on good terms, most other ex's I just don't really feel like dealing with for my own personal reasons, if you're close to me, you know why and I know you can't get mad at me for it cos you understand ;). I stay home and just upload videos onto my phone. I was just texting Josko and Kristian and I told them how my day was whack cos of my car. Around 11:30pm I get a phone call and its Josko telling me to go outside. I step out and its Josko and Richard, they brought me a little chocolate pie and Candles to try to make my day better and also with a bag of cookies. I love my Kuyas, they spoil tremediously! They leave and I'm already hella tired so I just tried to go to bed early since tomorrow was going to be a long day. I go to sleep and at midnight I got my birthday calls <33 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3520/3459986929_5f17285531.jpg?v=0">
Next morning I wake up, Ni comes over Kristian picks us up, ok I told everyone at first that we wre gonna head out at 11 and Tex tells me, Bern all your friends are Filippino, tell them to meet up at 8. GOOD CALL cos we didn't even get to the beach till 11! haha We were all doing last minute shopping. We're on the way to Santa Cruz and Tex says, Yay Bernie we finally made it to the beach..a year later!! haha Better late than never :] we try to get some liqour, the first bottle I bought was Alize Yee. After that we go to the beach and just chill. Cook and eat, Nei and Ni and I just started to dig our hole, and the guys were trying to give Josko directions, 45 min later. We're all just chilling eating, go in the water, drink, hella fun I've ever had in soo long :]


Everyone goes home later on at night is when the real "party" begins. Ted Picks me up and Allen and Cheryl are in the car, we go to Palo Alto, watch Panny Pack Perform, then afterwards we shake cos of some little mishap. Go to SF get wrong directions from a Hobo, as we were walking a British guy and a black get at it haha cos the British guy was captivated by his "bloody good burger" and he walked into the black guy and the black guy socks him. haha then the black guy chases the British guy. Get to the club, and Gloriene is already fucked up. Allen Ted Cheryl and I go to Ihop to eat.


The reason its an 8 out of 10 is because I didn't get what I really wanted, which was to spend it with everyone no drama. It sucks that we had to go to two different places to see people. The old UC crew is all split up and it makes me hella sad. I know theres nothing I can do and shit happens, but it just upsets me that I can't get what I really want just ONCE. Saturday, I spent more time traveling then actually partying. It was just a big slap in the face to see what happened with everything. Things change, and people come and go, its whack though.


But to the people that did spend the day with me and got me presents, thank you for EVERYTHING. Thank you for the birthday greets! And everything else!!

Life is good :]

Fat Boy

Happy Birthday Kuya Chris!

There's something I miss, or maybe its someone. Should I own up, be a man and confess? Definately I've had some blasts from the past, but honey, you're a little too late, (and dull) might I had. Just cos one player is out of the game, doesn't mean you can move ahead to one square. Plus its your grill.

Easter Sunday, went to church with mommy, then work. Work was horrible, first Sunday From a long while where I'm finally and it sucked. Got off work and went to Tap, chilled with Ate Tin, and Ate Teresa. Went to the bookstore and was just there for hella days. Haha went back to tap Chilled and Richard and I just got stuck at tap watching cartoons, our lives are too busy to watch tv. Throughout our Tv marathon I was texting Tin and she said she was at Olive Garden and Josko was her server. I told her in a text. "Tuscan garlic chicken, mmm calamari!oo Tell Josko I want soup!." I go back to watching tv 30 minutes later She text back, and says "DAang Josko put in the ENTIRE order." for a minute i was thinking sweet I hope she enjoys it, then I thought, why would it be a problem if its her Rommel and Claude. Then I realized, crap she probably thought I wanted it for myself! Turns out it was -_-' Richard and I were just about to go home and make ourselves food, but we ended up waiting fro Kristian to get off work and then we go to Olive Garden and get the food and we go to Kristians house and eat it all on the floor. Garrah! Josko spoiled us! Tuscan Garlic Chicken, Calarmari and Mushrooms, and Fagoli, and Chiotoli! We murdered it haha. A Random Easter Dinner!

Next day I got my hair done with Ohtee then Work at the Office then hosting at Olive Garden. Josko Stayed with me cos Chantay told him how she offered to close but I said No cos I saw Josko Was closing so I'll wait for him, turns out he got cutt earlier than I did but he stayed and helped me with my side work. I love You big brother :] he spoils me. He got me mussels to eat! I told him "You're making me fat!" He says "I'm keeping you perfect."

Everyone is helping me plan out Saturday I'm excited and scared at the same time, excited because I'm going to be with the best group of people I can ever ask for, and scared, I'm going to be too drunk to remember anything. This is going to be pay back for all the times I rejected their drinks :[.

How to _____ with an Aries

How to Flirt with an Aries

Difficulty: Moderately Easy

Things You’ll Need:

• An Aries
• A pair of tennis shoes
• Quick wit

Step1

Superman Wink Aries rules the head, so approach this area with great care. Any movement towards their heads will be sensed immediately. Sometimes Aries even walk with the heads tilted forward before the rest of their bodies.

If you make a sudden move to touch their hair or face, an Aries may flinch, which might just ruin the mood you are trying to create. You may notice most Aries have a scar somewhere on their heads (don't go looking for it). Baldness is an Aries trait as well. The metaphysical theory is that all their energy rises to their head and burns out the hair follicles.

Since the head (and predominantly) face are their forte, they will be inclined to pay more attention to that part of your body. That means your face, eyes, hair, lips. So, play around with those features to flirt. Make eye contact, but not for long, Aries have short attention spans. A quick focused look or bite of the lip will make an impression. Also, a compliment about their facial features, eyes, lips, skin will go a long way.

Step2

Sparring Partner They will be confrontational. A little contrast, a little good-natured fight, will be enough for them to feel you will make a good partner, sparring or otherwise. They are attracted to an active partner. They do "talk off the top of their heads" sometimes, so it would be wise to not get upset with what they say. If they see you can play-fight without getting traumatized, they will be more eager to spend more time with you. A compliment here about how their courage, fearlessness and stepping up to the challenges of life, will be welcome.

Step3

Challenge They like a challenge ...a "real" challenge, not contrived flirtatious games. The will use their senses like a hunter to get to know the real you, so they can conquer you. This is a great test because their gut reactions will sense any qualities you may have that are contrived and you will be forced to face them. Flirting with others to create a challenge doesn't work with them. Their instinctive sense is so high, it will just make them angry. They won't realize until it's too late that you schemed an elaborate ploy to make them like you better. The instinctive part of the brain (brain stem) doesn't process subtle information like the frontal lobes. To the point honesty, without long drawn out explanations, pays off here.

Step4

Busy Bee They "will" retreat into their busy lifestyles. So, you get busy with your life as well. When you meet after your daily conquests, you can share your bounties together like two Pirates of the Caribbean. Not complaining about an Aries' busy schedule and showing interest in their next challenge will create more intimacy.

Step5

Patience Even though Aries doesn't have patience, you will probably need some. Patience with their absences, because they have so many other things to do, and patience with their impatience, is a must. It is a bit of a double standard, since you will have to show patience and they won't. Chalk this one up to one of their charming qualities and let it go.

Step6

Humor Finally, quick wit, quick come-backs and humor. The lovely thing about Aries is that they are very focused on the present. If you don't remind them you broke up with them the night before, they may not remember the argument at all, the day after. So, give them a call like nothing happened, like you just met them for the first time. You'll be surprised how quickly they make a comeback!

How to Seduce an Aries

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The Aries sign is wild and fiery, as well as passionate. Aries love a good challenge and detest weakness or clinginess. They love the mysterious and unknown, and they should never feel as though they have you at beck and call. If you are trying to seduce an Aries, you use these different strategies.

Instructions

Difficulty: Moderately Challenging

Things You’ll Need:

• Debate skills

Step1

Keep running until you catch your Aries. Aries like to be challenged and they like to know that they will catch you. Act aloof and mysterious. Try not to express too much feeling when you are trying to seduce an Aries.

Step2

Make a daring and bold move. Aries like to be spontaneous and whisked away by passion. Be somewhat aggressive and go for it. They will respect your courage and go with the flow.

Step3

Start a debate with your Aries sign. They love a good battle and will get aroused. When they are all fired up, make a move on them.

Step4

Tell them that you do not know much about sex. They will find this erotic and will want to teach you everything they know. Act innocent and let them take you the way they want to.

Step5

Crawl into bed with an Aries in the early morn. The Aries sign tends to be aroused early in the morning and you might catch them at the perfect time.

Step6

Role play with an Aries. Pretend you are a virgin, or dress in togas and fan an Aries with palm leaves while feeding her wine and grapes

How to Date an Aries Female

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If you believe that love is in the stars, and you're looking to date a strong-willed woman, look no further than an Aries female. According to the zodiac, Aries is one of the strongest astrological signs. If being with a woman who is not afraid to speak her mind and who wants to be the center of attention isn't intimidating to you, then consider dating an Aries female. Here's how to go about it.

Instructions

Difficulty: Moderate

Step1

Show confidence and high self-esteem. Arian females are strong and outspoken and aren't generally interested in wimpy, weak-willed men who might easily be intimidated by their powerful personalities.

Step2

Let her talk about herself. Female Aries love to talk about their goals, feelings and ambitions. Encourage her to tell you about herself, not that she'll need much encouragement: Arian women tend to be all about "me."

Step3

Give her space. Don't expect to spend every waking moment with an Aries female. Let her spend time with her friends (she'll likely have many) as well as devote her energy to her work. True to her nature as a born leader, she's likely got a high position in whatever field she's working in.

Step4

Tell it like it is when it comes time to talk about yourself. Be honest. Don't embellish or lie even in a bad attempt to make yourself look better on a first date with an Aries female. Arian women do not tolerate dishonesty or phoniness.

Step5

Cater to her adventurous spirit and leadership qualities. Don't do the "same old thing" when taking her on a date. Look for fun, exciting new things you can do together. And let her be in charge sometimes, such as picking the movie or the restaurant.

Aries Woman

For an Arian woman, gaining independence and reaching the zenith at work is the primary focus. Challenges are very well accepted and also overcome by her. Aries woman hates being forced to stay idle and would not settle down until she is satisfied with her accomplishments. Aries females are very lively and active. They fall in the category of those individuals who do not like to be bossed around. Aries females are contemporary, in terms of style as well as thought process.

Good-cultured, well-mannered and highly educated men stand a fair chance of wooing an Arian woman. She loves to enjoy intelligent conversation. At the same time, she deems it very important that her partner is well dressed and shies away from any kind of rough behavior. An Aries woman would make a splendid wife for a person who is ambitious, independent and beaming with energy. She gets attracted to the strongest and the best looking man, ignoring the most important quality i.e. the psychological framework of a person.

Arian women make great communicators as they love talking. They are also adept at striking the perfect balance in both, personal and professional life. It might be surprising, but Arian woman make a better wife only if she is working or has some outside interests. This is because sitting idle doesn't suit her well, damaging her individuality. She might get jealous at times, making herself extremely unhappy. An amazing will power makes an Arian female overcome all her flaws to enjoy a better life.

If a woman behaves in a way that is distinctive of the personality associated with the zodiac sign of Aries, she will have a tendency toward the characteristics listed below, providing there are no influences in her personal birthchart that are stronger than that of her Aries sun sign.

Appearance

The typical Aries woman:

* is slim and strong

* is very active and glows with energy

* has strong, luxurious hair

* wears sophisticated colors and perfume

* dresses in clothes appropriate to the occasion

Behavior and Personality Traits

* looks you in the eye and gives a firm handshake

* is enthusiastic and optimistic

* talks back and often gets hurt because of it

* expects loyalty

* is fearless

* has interests outside the home or has a career

* expects to win in any situation

* is direct, open, and honest

* can make miracles happen

The End of An Affair

Boredom is the death of most Aries love affairs. Like the knight in a crusade, it is the winning that is the peak of excitement. Once the fair lady (or fair gentleman) is won, there may be nothing left to stimulate the affair further. At this point the Aries will get itchy feet and want to be off to find new conquests.

It isn't that love itself is merely a conquest, it is the joy of overcoming obstacles to reach love. The partner of an Aries must always keep a little mystery in reserve and must always believe in every new Aries dream. If all fails -- and Aries will try and try before leaving a relationship -- then the Aries passion cools and there remains only a lack of interest.

A lover who hurts Aries very deeply can expect to be totally frozen out and ignored.

Aries at Rest

Rarely is a typical Aries seen to rest during the day. They seem to have an inexhaustible supply of energy and a constant willpower. However, when eventually tired, at perhaps three in the morning, the typical Aries will usually sleep well and may either sleep late or take a long time to get started again in the morning.

The typical Aries doesn't rest like most other people; both male and female Aries are too busy with some project or other to stop for long. The enthusiasm with which they do things is as good as a rest to them. When enthusiasm wanes, they still don't want to rest but are impatient to be off on a new venture.

RIP Conrado Justin Barba

Jacked from Chantz

"


Rest in Peace Conrado Barba.


By Ben Aguirre Jr.
The Argus

Posted: 03/25/2009 07:08:56 AM PDT

Updated: 03/25/2009 06:46:28 PM PDT
UNION CITY — Agnes Barba sits in her family's
living room saying good things about her 21-year-
old son, Justin.

To her left is a makeshift trophy case displaying his
accomplishments through the years: dozens of
trophies for participation in baseball, basketball,
football, soccer and wrestling.

On the wall to Agnes' right is a bullet hole, a
reminder that her son's life was cut short just hours
earlier.

"I don't know why this happened," she said through
tears Wednesday morning. "I don't know why this is
happening to me. ... I can't believe what's going on."

Agnes, her family and friends were grieving
Wednesday after the death of her son, Coronado
Justin Barba II, one of two people shot in the family's
Horner Street garage about 8:15 Tuesday night.

Barba was shot in the back and died in his brother's
arms, while a 19-year-old Hayward man was hit as
many as five times in both legs, relatives said.

The Hayward man was in a hospital Wednesday,
recovering from wounds that police said are not
life-threatening.
Two other people, including Justin Barba's 19-year-
old brother, Josh, were in the garage when a
gunman opened fire on the group. Neither of them
was hurt.
Relatives said the gunman, wearing a dark hooded
sweatshirt, crept up on the open garage and began
firing. They said they heard as many as 10 shots.
At least one bullet struck Justin, police said. One
bullet also struck a refrigerator, another hit the
dryer and one pierced the back wall, whizzing past
the living room couch where Justin's father had been
sitting, Agnes Barba said.
Investigators returned to the crime scene
Wednesday morning to speak with relatives and to
retrieve two more bullets that the family recovered
earlier in the day.
Phil Rozario, one of Justin Barba's uncles, said he
pulled a bullet out of the dryer and found another
on the ground under a pile of clothing in the
garage. By all accounts, Justin Barba was a good,
quiet man, probably not the intended target of a
gunman. He grew up in Union City, and attended
Alvarado Middle School and James Logan High
School before enrolling in the Universal Technical
Institute in Arizona, where he trained to be an auto
mechanic.
"When he went out (to Arizona), I went with him,"
said Andrea Icban, Justin's girlfriend of six years.
The two had been a couple since high school, but
friends much longer. "We talked about opening a
diner and a (auto) shop," she said, fighting back
tears. Justin has been employed as a mechanic at a
local car dealership for more than a year and on
Tuesday, he intended to visit Icban, who said she
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was not feeling well and stayed at home.

"When he got off work, he called me and told me
that he'd bring dinner and we'd watch a movie, but
he wanted to get his hair cut and take a shower
first," Icban said.

When Justin got home, he joined his brother and
two friends in the garage. Justin's brother, who
relatives said is a barber, cut his hair.

"He just got his hair cut and got up (from the seat)
when he was shot," Barba's mother said.

On Wednesday, clumps of freshly cut hair remained
on the garage floor amid clusters of clothing soaked
in blood. The chair in which Justin sat had a bullet
hole in it.

"He was a very good person," Rozario said. "He was
quiet, always kept to himself."

Icban said she and Justin loved Las Vegas and had
plans to go there to celebrate their birthdays. Barba
would have been 22 in April. Authorities on
Wednesday said they still were investigating and had
not established a motive. Anyone with information
may call police at 510-471-1365."


There were 3 things I remember most about you. Even though I didn't know you that well, I still will always remember. First thing was when Randy and I first started going out, I thought you didn't like me cos he was always with me and I felt bad, but then this one day you said "Ay Bernie, watch out, after you go out with Randy, You'll turn gay." Hahah second, was when you were eatting a sandwich and I took pictures and made it into a little video. 3rd was when I almost got into a fight with Taylor, when he yelled at me "I ain't afraid to hit a girl." and I yelled at him back saying "Then hit me!" and you and all the guys were laughing cos he was hella getting mad and then Juan hella stood behind me and said "hit her and see what happens." He shutted up and everyday you kept telling me, "just get him mad, its hella funny just get him mad" hahaha We had auto for like 2 hours and you were actually getting shit done and me and the other dudes were just in the back crackin jokes in the tool room. Dang man, hard to believe, and I just seen you a couple days ago at TapEx....

My prayers will go out to the Barbas. You're in a better place now...

Crushes and being Territorial

Ok So I have a crush on someone, I know its never going to work out, but its just a small harmless little one, just to keep myself occupied and not worry about the rest. Other than that, I feel as if I don't really like anyone as of the moment. The last person I did like didn't work out and just made me confused so to save myself from that, I just stopped, the funny thing is, it just did it on its on, I didn't even try to force it. For now I'm going to take time for myself, I'm sure of what I want and I'm not going to out of my way anymore, if its worth it than I'll know, there won't be any complications, and second guessing. My subconscious wall is starting to build even higher around me.

Happy Birthday Baby girl Liezel, You're a woman now :D

I have my inner circle of friends, and with that I feel very territorial. Just because there is drama everywhere in the world around me, and for myself, I'm at last drama free. No males to interrupt my circle of life, no other folks trying to evade my space, all that is around me are drama free people who have taught me a lot and helped me grow, with that I am very thankful. With me being territorial is for the fact that I'm scared that something will come in and ruined what I've maintained. These people that I've accepted as my own family is pretty much my get away from the everyday stress that society puts upon me. With these people, I feel as if I've moved forward from what I once was, and I'm scared that anything that could possible "taint" that environment from my past will spread and destroy it. I know I'm being paranoid, but I'm just scared because I've never been this accepted by so many despite all my flaws and my mistakes, and I've never been this happy with people. I've lost a lot of people in my life, ex boyfriends, ex best friends, ex cliques, etc. but with that I gained so much more, and when I was at my worse these were the only ones I can count on. So I'm sorry if I seem very territorial and overprotective, I just want to keep what I have.

Quick Summary of the Aries

April 18

Central Image: The Pioneer
Element: Fire
Mode: Intuition

A crucial area of growth for April 18 people lies in fully unlocking intimate affection and love. If love is bottled up, an embittered personality may result that will always feel a victim of the blows of the world. If, on the other hand love and affection are free flowing, there is no limit to the positive engery April 18 people can bestow on those around them.

Advice:

Don't be to defensive or eager to sort things out. Allow yourself to be more trusting and relaxed. Be as accepting of others as possible, and if they don't bother you just let them be. Keep a lid on your anger.

Meditation:

Never take anything too seriously.

Strengths: honorable, vigorous, fair
Weaknesses: Unrealistic, Pugnacious, Emotionally Unstable.

Bonding with Important People

Eventful month, I didn't care too much for Feburary, but March is here and I'm read for it! Fuz was fun with the Soul Fam. Now back to my regular routine of life. Can't wait for this weekend.

Last week was Eventful, Monday was a full day of school, work and work, then Tuesday was work then I hung out with Mr. Drago, went to Santana Row got some ice cream and walked around, new Burberry black bags look simply gorgeous! I never liked it but I must say...WOW. Went to school. Wednesday school, work and then Fentons with the Fam, Mike, Renee, Tex, Josko, Kristian, Tyson, Eddy, Richard and Nate. Haha we got lost, left had a fat load of ice cream. I threw up in the car. Haha <33 You guys. Went to dance in campbell. Thursday, work in the morning, school, then went to Cheryls for a quick minute, seen hella old UC folks went to Dance. Friday, ran some errands with Marc, went to the mall, chilled with Ryan and KO for a minute, then got ready, went to Crystals, got ready, went to Abyss, tech, club, perform, club. Used alias "Joyce' then went home, next day, Saturday, Liezels cotillion with Jesselle, I was a candle and I didn't know I was going to get escorted, luckily it was someone I knew, he was drunk and so we were walking, and I noticed that people were being squished so I told him, hella no fool am I gonna squeeze through those chairs, so I hella pushed him and HAHA everyone saw and laughed when we were walking down the isle. Haha. Went to tap, chilled there, had a good talk with Josko and Nate. Went home. Sunday had dance, but we just bonded, played huggy bear, and other ice breaks all night, extreme fun.

So for this week, couple things planned, Ice cream with Josko and Renee, then Mr. Drago and I arranged a trip not sure where yet. Then saturday, 2 parties to go to, Alexis Birthday, and then Naytrons "Saddie Hawkins Dance" at his House.

SOUL NATION

Because I am a Bitch

This goes to a certain someone I love you but this is what I got to say since whenever we talk all we do is argue, you being too sensitive and me being too insensitive is just a bad bad bad combo.

Ok so go ahead and call me a bitch or be insensitive, thats just my nature. Truth hurts but its how you take it. Either you can cry and bitch about it the whole time, or shut up man up and do SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

Its so frustrating. I'm not a patient person when I'm talking to an individual who knows whats wrong with them, bitches about it and blames it on everything. I do not like negativity its a ripple effect and just frustrates me because its so totally uncalled for. Yeah people have their way of venting, but remember, maybe you lose friends because it gets old and annoying after awhile. I would be less of a bitch if I see that a person was actually trying to improve on their negativity. That same negativity drives me to be a bitch and ruins my mood/day because we just end up arguing when we're not even a couple.

I have my flaws, I don't listen, I'm too stubborn, I do things I'm not suppose to. Yeah I got hurt, but I'm not looking at it like I've hit rock bottom, I got up dusted myself off and used everything that I knew, utilized myself and strive for an improvement. (I don't bitch about my flaws as much)

I'll admit I like attention, but doesn't everyone? But there is a point where someone can give you so much attention, even when you're not satisfied with it you still cry for more.

If someone doesn't like you, OH WELL MOVE ON! There is ALWAYS something better out there. Could you be with something that didn't make you fully happy? There was a reason WHY it didn't make you fully happy in the beginning QUIT DWELLING ON IT AND MOVE ON. LET SHIT GO. If it was meant to be it will come back. SHE IS A BITCH TRUST ME, I WAS LIKE HER.

Yeah you will feel like shit but you can ALWAYS change the outcome of how you feel by taking the initiative and taking affirmative action. I hate it when people sit and cry about how shit sucks for them blah blah, they just need to get up and always change it. THERE IS ALWAYS A BRIGHTER SHADE OF LIGHT DAMNIT. I know because I use to be what I hate, but I shut up and man up to realize what I gotta do to make myself happy.

Truth hurts, my friends ALWAYS tell me the truth. I get hurt, but I don't cry about it, I take it in, and I work on things I know I need to change.

Silhouette

Silhouette <33

Are you worth MY time?

Straight up irritated with something.

There is something on my mind, I've been thinking of it a lot. The more that I think about it, the more I don't want to do it.

On the other hand..

There are a couple of emotions I'm feeling at the moment, and for damn sure don't want to feel it at all. If you want it that bad you got to work for it, but at the same time, cannot, will not put myself out there to get hurt. I don't know how to manage my composure.

I know what I'm worth, so its the matter of showing me that you're worth MY time. This goes out to people, in general. Because no offense I'm done wasting my time, its pretty harsh to say its wasted time but rather it was a lesson well learned and just road kill on my road to my ultimate goal in life.

I like where I was at, until something brought me out, but I think its the most safest thing to do at this point, all I want is to go back to that position. I was completely happy, because in the long run its me myself and I. I'm strong enough to know, there is always something better if someone isn't taking advantage of what good they could possibly have. I don't like it when people give up so easily, but its whatever, it's their bad for not realizing all that hardship would be worth it in the long run.

For the last couple of "wrongs" thanks, I realized I'm better off than I thought I was. To all those who doubted me in any way, shape or form, I don't want you to feel guilty for something, I want you to know damn well you are regretting it.

Oldie but Goodie:

"Shit happens in life to build your character. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, and God wouldn't put you through it unless he knew that you could handle it. Sometimes bad things have to happen for one good thing to arise. Sometimes you need to lose someone or something in order to gain something splendid. There are people that are gonna walk into your life and change it dramatically, its all about the mindset we have when these people leave us. We can either look at it and thing, "WHAT THE FUCK blah blah blah" or we can take a step back and be thankful that God allowed that person to enter our lives in the moment they did, for we know that we are forever changed because of them. There are those people that fuck us over, and could care less about us, but you still have to look at it with positivity, what doesn't kill us makes us that much stronger. And you're the stronger person for being able to walk away from it all and not hold a grudge. It takes a bigger person to forgive, than to hold on to something stupid. Life hands us chances. And its up to us whether or not we wish to take these chances. We can either be pussies and decide that nothings worth a risk and nothings worth a chance because of the fact that we could get torn and hurt in the end, but that's what decision making is all about. Its about weighing out the possibilities. Sometimes you have to take risks to get anywhere in life. The outcome of these decisions always remain unknown, but we learn from each mistake we make. There are moments in life that are gonna be unforgettable. Simple touches, quick glances, and tender kisses. Its in these moments that we find peace within ourselves. We know that no matter what the situation were in... no matter how bad life gets, we'll be able to recap on these memories and know that life CAN and will get better. You walk down the lonely road of life and you yearn for a sense of belonging. You want to feel that you're needed and that someone somewhere is feeling what you're feeling. There comes a time when everything in your life feels old and moldy, and you feel like you need an ultimate change, but what it really is, is that you're yearning to feel a piece of your past. You wish to revive a good memory when you were truly happy, so you think back and you find yourself in a trance because you want that happiness again. Its all about whether or not you're gonna be able to find it again or not . . . because sometimes, it just isn't that easy. SOMETIMES... its hard."

First Official Snow Trip

What an end to the first month of the new year. Glad to say that this has started off to be one one of the most adventuresome episode by far.

First off Friday morning, Justin picks me up from home, so I'm bringing all my snow stuff and packed it into his car, we go to Krispy Kreme and meet up with Renee there, then head over to Kristian's. Renee, Kristian and I have our usual Friday Morning BRKfast with a guest, o Mr. Drago. We go to Vals, its this one bomb ass burger joint. Chill there for a minute, then we go out seperate ways, and Justin and I go to the batting cages in San Leandro, but they didn't open till 3 so we had an hour to kill so we went to the Marina Outletsest and then to Costco. Slug Bug bitch :]. Go to the batting cages, tried it on medium it was fun. We were both decent, compared to when we went to the driving rage, cos I schooled that boy on how to golf. Buwahah JK! After that we drove around, went to go rest, left to go to Safe way and bought 2 chickens, one for the potluck at Vics, and then one for when we go to the Snow. Drove over to Vics, majority of the folks were there. They were watching the Warriors game, Justin precious Monta Ellis was back, sucks they lost within the 4 second span. The guys started to sing kereoke, Mare made some bomb ass pasta so Justin and I just ate that the whole time. Laterwards, we get tired so we head out to rest. Sleep for a little bit, then he drops me off at Chris Hay's House at 5am in the morning.

Chris V. said to all meet and Chris Hay's house at 5am. Ha I was the first one there, Justin leaves. Half an hour later, Teck shows up, with all his snow gear. I'm super excited because its my first time seeing snow. We load up the mobile and an hour later, the couple shows up. Chris Hay was driving, I had shotgun, Chris V Kathy and Teck are in the back. I was proud of myself and said "I'm gonna stay awake!" then half an hour into the trip I fell asleep. I woke up an hour and a half later, and we're in Suisun the sun is up, and Teck and I switch seats, and then I fall asleep in the back. When I wake up I look out the window and much to my suprise I see snow! For the first time in my life! I was so excited that I was able to see it. We're going up the mountain and I'm too excited to sleep. We get to Boreal, and we gear up. Get our lift passes and then Kathy and I rent our stuff. We head out and go on the lift. When I got off the lift, I fell hardcore, thank god I was wearing my goggles and face mask so that if I fell and make an ass outta myself, no one will remember how I look like. I started to get up, it was so hard cos each time I got up, I fell. Started to go down hella fast, and then I would fall. I was the lagger of the group, but when I finally go to the bottom I felt so accomplished! Got back on the lift, I got off and fell again. The whole day all I did was fall, but Justin was right, it was so worth it. It was lunch time so we went back to the suv and got the food. Lunch was greaat. We had some chicken, turkey, bread, cheese, peanut butter, jelly, chips, vitamin water, and nectarine. So good. Kathy and I got hella full so we slept in the car for an hour. We got out it was snowing outside, and we started to snowboard again. Got on the lift and only once I didn't fall when I got off the lift, and that was with Chris Hay. When we were waiting in line, there was this little white girl, who I swear was showing off in front of me. She was just gliding along without a care in the world making it look hella easy, we got on the lift and I see her below us just going down the hill, I could spot her cos she was wearing a bright blue snowfit. In my head I was thining "screw her." Got on the lift, each time Teck and Chris Hay took turns getting off with me so they could see me fall. But the last time we went on the lift, it was Chris Hay and I, and then some random white guy sits next to me, and we start choppin it up. Dude was from Concord, works for Oricle, use to date a chick that was in the Ohlone Deaf program. I kind of got a queer vibe from him but whatever. I didn't want to hold on to the guy when I got off the lift so I 180ed my body so I could grab onto Chris, and we both ended up falling. HAHA good times. I fell hella hard on my ass where I think I bruised my tailbone, and I hurted my wrist so I just wanted to rest. I told everyone to just go and I'll watch their stuff, so I just sat in the snow, and tried to make my snow ball as big as I can. They come back down, we go to the cafeteria and just chill there till our boards were dry. Eat a little bit more, head out, and I fall asleep in the car, I wake up and the guys said we were lost for an hour. Finally found our hotel. It was nice, I showered, and then just waited for everyone to get ready, because someone thought since were were in Tahoe, might as well go to Reno. So we head out, I fall asleep in the car and Teck shouts, "Bernie wake up!" Teehee, that day, we killed 2 birds with one stone, I've never seen snow, or been out of state. Remarkle, I know it wasn't much to some people, but to me it was a huge deal, a road trip with some of my closest friends, just to chill. Went to circus circus, saw some asian chicks perform on unicycles. Walked around because we were dumbass hungry, drove around Reno for half an hour trying to find something to eat, there was a 24 hour taco truck, hella random, but we just ended up eating Carl Jr. in the car. My first out of state meal. Haha head over to the hotel, yet again I fall asleep in the car ride, and an hou and a half later we get to the room, they said it took hella days cos there was hella check points because of the snow. I decided to sleep on the floor because I like the floor, and I would rather than on the bed because there was a spec of blood we saw on the sheets, and then Chris Hay slept on the flooor as well because he didn't want to sleep with Teck, So princess Teck got the bed all to himself. Before we go to sleep, Chris V asks me, "Bernie you sure you're going to wake up?" and I said "yeah of course!"

Its morning and everyone is sleeping, its quiet, then all of a sudden, I hear 5 other alarms go off at 8am, then I hear its quickly silenced and everyone goes back to sleep. We get up, get food, explore, Had a little bit of car trouble. Got home late. Sunday wasn't as eventful as saturday. Once I got back, I chilled with Justin, next morning was school.

Taking history, Know a few folks in the class. After that Ate with Andrew, Joomee, and Ronnie,after that ate again with the guys, Teck, Chris Hay, and Tyson. Then After that went bowling with Renee, Kristian and Rina, reunited and it feels so good, then Justin comes by. Go to work, I love the bartender, he spoils me :] strawberry fresco! MMMmmMM after I got off work, went to go chill with the folks at tap, and then an adventure later on around Fremont with Mr. Drago.

P.S. Mr Marc Ampon, you are a loser, you need to post on blogger and not on myspace brehh. BUWAHAHAA grandpa! Switch cars soon. Asshole >_<

Jon Pacla's 21st

So its a Monday, usually these days are the ones that are pretty effin slow, but lately I've kept my Mondays packed. I work 8:30 - 4:30 at the office, then I rush myself over to Olive Garden and work from 5 -10. By the end of the night I'm exhausted, least now I got something to look forward to ;D.

Saturday Was a good day, first off I worked. It was cool, not too bad. After work, I pick up Eden and Victor, and we get Jon's present. Great Mall was cool. Victor: "WHAT THE FUCK ITS LIKE 40 degrees outside!!" Sees her 40 minutes later. "WTF 40 degrees!?!" then at night, it was Jon's birthday thing. He rented out a VIP room at some keroke lounge. It was hella cute cos he had a grand enterance, in a tux and everything. Then we all started singing, us girls did spice girls. Such good times, it was nice to see everyone again, crazy we've known each other for almost a decade. It was funny because in high school I was doing the drinking, they were all hella hardcore straight edge, now we're in college, I don't really like drinking, and I ended up being DD for them. I loved every minute of it, I was happy to be DD because I wanted to make sure they got home. It was Ryan, Eden, Kevin V. and Jon, we go over to Glen's house so they could sober up. Thanks Glen for feeding me :]. Drop off Ryan, then Jon, then Kevin, and last but not least Eden. Didn't get home til 4 but I didn't mind one bit :D

Sunday. I work in the morning, hella early as usual. Work was aite, I got all the cheap folks but it was whatever they were chill. Get off work, go home and chill. Turbz came back from Vegas, so I chilled with him for a little before dance, went to Ryan's Starbucks. Went to Barns and Nobles, Linh's Starbucks. Walked around with Turbz, you're gay :D. He drops me off and then learned a piece to chopped and screwed hella fast, got most of it. Get picked up and just chilled. :D

I'm so effin cold. I finished another doll, everyone is off to lunch at the office, I'm jealous. All I have is a pancake from this morning.